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hohoho
mid sem over!~
test soso only
study so so only
feeling so so only oso
recently.. well.. was not really feeling well
first i sprain my leg badly
skipped ssm 2 times without MC
school reject my mc though
bla bla bla
too much thingy to complian
life simply not too good for me
in everything
nth much
hardly taken any pics recently except for these few...
dun like and dun feel like
cos i have lost the reason for doing so
and now
i dun need this reason anymore
shall update this blog from nw on
i believe i have hell lot of time to do so
IF I'M NOT TOO FOCUS ON MY TV DRAMA!!~~~
^^
i'm so tired...
Good bye...
what should i do? i'm just watching you
i cant even say a short farewell
you hold on to my cold icy hands
but now i have to sent u away
what should i do? you're going further away
my heart is overfilling with tears
even though i try my best to hide it,i cant
this heart i couldn't catch, what should i do?
don't forget the memories we loved
even if you find another person that makes you smile
even the painful farewell, i'm glad that it was you
gathering all my sad tears , goodbye
there was nothing i was done for you
sadly only scars are left
the person who encompassed my changed heart
now i have to sent you away, what should i do?
don't forget the memories we loved
even if you find another person that makes you smile
even the painful farewell, i'm glad that it was you
even if the tears fall because it is so painful to endure
the only person that can make me laugh is you
even if the love is so deep and the heart hurts so much
don't forget the memories we loved
even if you find another person that makes you smile
even the painful farewell, i'm glad that is was you
the thing that i could do with all my tears
goodbye
Must listen! nt bad..
蔡旻佑
你看不到的天空
好像飘浮了很久
自从那天你放开了手
应该是两个人来的港口
我一个人在虚拟温柔
用你的目光看海
可乐冰痛了我的指头
幸福又快乐的地球人
不断从我的身边经过
对你还能怎么说能怎么做
做什么也都不够
插在口袋中
是没有人来握住的手
我的表情并不多心也不痛
我只不过是不懂世界在热闹什么
我在你看不到的天空
看著灿烂的烟火
这城市孤单的人只有我
没有谁在乎谁跟谁分手
每个时钟都继续转动
许下你听不到的承诺
流星怎么不坠落
在倒数声中我剩下什么
没有谁甘心对回忆爱不释手
但我无力对抗这整个世界的寂寞
last sat went out with zhihao and pawan to shop for business suitLike total speechless
so...... this is wad u have chosen, wad u have decide
while i'm still thinking abt wad u have said
u choose to escape
while i'm still struggling abt how to settle this whole thing
u choose to let go
how disappointing, although its nt the first time
u're still as self centered, protecting urself like a girl
afraid of getting hurt and afraid of putting in too much
i know it long time ago
i thought u.....
forget it right now
i'm sick and tired of this totally
u're doing it very well now
keep up the good work
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went lunch with zr, ss, xh,xy this afternoon at HongKong cafe
we're dam hiong
5 ppl we ordered 12 dishes LOL
yummmy 
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meet up with candice on fri
went shopping at bugis
i spent alot of money
but i was dam happy cos i bought alot of weird weird stuff lol
was kinda broke now even though i just got my pay :D
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den went dinner with pawan:D
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life still needs to move on
so what i'm doing it alone
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took basic calculus for CDS this sem
i know i'm brave
thats only becos i have forgotten the nightmare during o level life
the moment i open my notes
all those A Maths memories were backed once again
and i started to sweat
horrible
i start to wonder why i choose this
and wonder if i shld change a cds -.-
this is only the first chapter
it might be eazy to those o level students
but to someone who nv touch Maths ever since i step out of sec sch
this is totally like a stranger to me
holly shit
原来
亲耳听到你说出那句话
比在msn 上看到的
还要难过 还要心痛
我无话可说.....
严大风：在一起，是要两个人同意， 但是分手，只要一个人决定就好了...
“在一段感情里，真的没有男女之分吗？付出比较多真的会比较吃亏吗？在付出的同时，自尊真的不重要了吗？
曾经， 看过这样一段话
人的一生要遇到四個人
第一個是自己
第二個是你最愛的人
第三個是最愛你的人
第四個是共度一生的人
首先會遇到你最愛的人，然後體會到愛的感覺；
因爲了解被愛的感覺，所以才能發現最愛你的人；
當你經曆過愛人與被愛，學會了愛，才會知道什麽是你需要的, 也才會找到最適合你，能夠相處一輩子的人。
但很無奈的，在現實生活中，這三個人通常不是同一個人；
你最愛的，往往沒有選擇你；
最愛你的，往往不是你最愛的；
而最長久的，偏偏不是你最愛也不是最愛你的
只是在最適合的時間出現的那個人。
你，會是別人生命中的第幾個人呢？
沒有人是故意要變心的，他愛你的時候是真的愛你，
可是他不愛你的時候也是真的不愛你了，
他愛你的時候沒有辦法假裝不愛你；
同樣的，他不愛你的時候也沒有辦法假裝愛你 。
當一個人不愛你要離開你， 你要問自己還愛不愛他， 如果你也不愛他了，千萬別爲了可憐的自尊而不肯離開；
如果你還愛他，你應該會希望他過得幸福快樂， 希望他跟真正愛的人在一起，絕不會阻止，
你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已經不愛他了， 而如果你不愛他，你又有什麽資格指責他變心呢？
愛不是占有，你喜歡月亮，不可能把月亮拿下來放在臉盆裏, 但月亮的光芒仍可照進你的房間。
換句話說，你愛一個人，也可以用另一種方式擁有， 讓愛人成爲生命裏的永恒回憶，
如果你真愛一個人，就要愛他原來的樣子─愛他的好，也愛他的壞：
愛他的優點，也愛他的缺點，
絕不能因爲愛他，就希望他變成自己所希望的樣子，萬一變不成就不愛他了。
真正愛一個人是無法說出原因的， 你只知道無論何時何地、心情好壞，你都希望這個人陪著你；
真正的感情是兩人能在最艱苦中相守，也就是沒有絲毫要求。
畢竟，感情必須付出，而不是只想獲得；
分開是一種必然的考驗， 如果你們感情不夠穩固，只好認輸， 真愛是不會變成怨恨的。
兩人在談情說愛的時候， 最喜歡叫對方發誓，許下承諾我們爲什麽要對方發誓，
就是因爲我們不相信對方，我們根本不相信情人， 而這些山盟海誓又很不切實際：
海枯石爛、地老天荒，都不能改變我對你的愛!
明知道海不會枯、石不會爛、地不會老、天不會荒；
就算會，也活不到那時候。
許下諾言的時候千萬注意，不要許下可以實現的諾言，
最好是承諾做不到的事， 反正做不到的，隨便說說也不要緊， 請記住：”不可能實現的諾言最動人”
在愛情裏，說的是一套，做的是另一套； 講的人不相信，聽的人也不相信。 你呢？找到了第幾個？
茫茫人海中，你遇見了誰？誰又遇見了... ...
Early in the morning i wake up at 6 o clock..
spent 45 min to make sure that the bun is perfect
when mdm mark saw my hair
she just said one word
fail :(
I SPENT 45 MINS LEHZ.. PLUS 31 HAIRPINS.lol
first day of ssm was kinda horrible but fruitful
except the the fuck up high heel lol
7 plus i left hse and only 3 hours later
guess wad? my whole shoe cock up, torn like dunno wad
"erm, mdm mark, i think my shoe cannot make to to 4pm.. how?"
"soo........ what u want me to do?"
LOL! bo bian, while everyone is happily going for lunch
i wore that pathetic shoe to TP opposite to get a new shoe
can u imagine, with this shoe, with that bloody red lipstick and that horrible hairstyle...with that waitress attire
i walked through the market place
so many people were laughing at me
haiz bo bian.. sibei suay
was standing the whole day
my poor feet
now sibei jialat
:(
but i really learnt alot ytd
how to carry tray, drinks
the correct positions and all
all the different cutlery and equipments in a restaurant
so interesting
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met zhenfu, zhiyuan,zhiyong and gf, yuzheng, erich last week for dinner
to celebrate zhenfu's belated birthday :)
******************************************我以为我已经放下了 不在乎了 i thought i already moved onbut, i was wrong我真的很失败 很没用我知道如果我继续这样最后， 只会伤了自己和其他人但是我真的还会难过为了那些根本不值得，我也没资格难过的事而难过简简单单的一句话就能影响我所有的情绪this feeling totally sux to the maxi wish i can let go , like wad u didu did it very well, good for uthat day i called u, i already know its time to let goand i tried very hard, tried my very best没想到.... 好累，真的好累我越来越不懂我自己我到底想怎样....
collected my ssm uniform
kinda excited all of a sudden haha
suddenly i cant wait for sch reopen
dunno why..
6 more days to my freedom and pay day!!!
^^
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went for a buffet at ......
OCBC dunno wad building on the 60th level -.-
quite zai
the food there are really awesome
mostly spicy but dam shiok and yummy....
my fav. of the night
yummy to the max
after i ate
my mouth was burning for at least 15 mins
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when my hair is messy
i look like this -.-
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乌云遮蔽了天空 窗外又是阴雨时候 伞下的恋人中 不再有你我手牵手 一切过了太久 我们的十字路口 下一站是谁在等候 你我的方向盘 却向着相反的彼岸 终点还是分开 告别你我离开之后 这回忆可以保留当初那美好的感动 你说你记住了 不为彼此难过 过各自的生活 oh baby~ 你答应我的 我都记得 但是你却忘了你的承诺 不是说好彼此都不再联络 谁都别再犯错 是我的固执让你难过 但是分手却也无法选择 我走了以后 你要好好生活 不要想 我也别再哭了
海鸣威 泳儿-你的承诺
2 days ago, someone entered my shop
" hi, Mr, are u looking for anything"
"no, i'm just looking"
OPPS, is a SHE -.-
she still reply me, she must be in pain, very sad.. lmao
feel really sick today
after taken one flu pill last night
head like exploding anytime
drank lots of water but still feel so sick
i thought i'm power
tmr go see doctor -.-
so now i know
after all, i'm standing right here now unlike you
from this moment onwards
i will let go, without any regrets
even yes, i regretted for putting in so much
so glad that i called
from this moment onwards
i will move on with proud
i will not even look back at you
because you're the one who gave up
yuan lai fang xia le shi zhe zhong xin qing
na zhong nan guo yi jing zhen de bu nan guo le
yan lei ye liu bu chu lai le
lei le ye fang shou le
cong zhe yi miao kai shi
wo bu hui zai hui tou
wo hui zheng ming gei ni kan
wo hui guo de hen hao
ceng jin you ge nv hai zhe me de ai ni
ni que fang qi ta
xian zai, bu guan wei lai zen yang
ni ye mei quan li guo wen
因为今天是你亲手放开我....
我受够了等待 你所谓的安排 说的未来到底多久才来 总是要来不及 才知道我可爱 我想依赖而你却都不在 应该开心的地带 给的全是空白 一个人假日发呆找不到人陪我看海 我在幸福的门外却一直都进不来 你累积给的伤害我是真的很难释怀 终于看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白 最后才把话说开 哭着求我留下来 终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍 你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开 你总是要我乖 慢慢计划将来 我的眼泪却一直掉下来 过去怎么交代 你该给的信赖 被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖 从我脸上的苍白 看到记忆慢下来 过去甜蜜在倒带只是感觉已经不在 而我对你的期待 被你一次次摔坏 已经碎成太多块 要怎么拼凑跟重来 终于看开爱 回不来而你总是太晚明白 最后才把话说开哭着求我留下来 终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍 你的手却放不开宁愿没出息求我别离开 终于看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白 最后才把话说开 哭着求我留下来 终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍 你的手却放不开宁愿没出息求我别离开
倒带
Yesterday i was chatting with rach abt ssm
she was reading the ssm doc. den copy some points for me
Rach : this for u one, Students should shower before reporting to class each day. Where possible, they should wash their hair on a daily basis, Other than eyebrows, no facial hair is allowed except for neatly trimmed short sideburns
ur moustache need shave....
Me: KNN lololol!
i haven go see the ssm doc, heard that it sucks.. haha...
somehow nt very keen for the nxt sem, but i'm dam bored abt the holiday alr.. working every single day.. with that kind of fucking low mood... shitting feelings.. i hate it to the max...
上个月的今天， 我也是扎着那个亮亮的发夹出门
我已经渐渐忘了那种感觉了.....
迟了一点点， 但是有心就好啦 ^^
听说
今晚的圆月地平高度角为1987年以来中秋月之冠，将是20多年来最亮
最高的月亮，也是本世纪以来观测效果最佳的月亮。
but, the weather in sg tonight is ...... -.-
we had steamboat and BBQ at home tonight
so many people, full of laughter
can stop myself thinking abt lots of things
i'm really very tired, both mentally and physically..
今天早上我跟我伯伯去菜市场买些今晚要吃的东西
找着找着，突然问老板有没有卖一种叫“面根”的东西
老板说没有， 我并没有失望反而有点松了一口气
但是心还是痛了一下...
i hate this part...
i didn't blog for the entire month
but all of a sudden
the blogging mood is back
很多东西想写 很多话想说
但是 我写不出来 也没办法开口
我没在期待什么
只希望时间过得快一点
让那种感觉快点散掉
因为我真的过得很累
lots of photos taken during the recent macau trip
but i dun wish to post them now
i dun wish to touch that piece of memory anymore
it really hurts
i noe my blog is once again rotting...
dunno why.. very lazy blogging now a day
i rather hang on the facebook
play those super retarded and bo liao games
super no life
btw, ya exam was over a few days ago
dun wanna comment about it
shall comment abt it after my supp paper ==
hell lot lof things happen for the past few weeks
basically was pia-ing for exam
go airport, go bedok long john and school lib
just simply nerd there and study
and ya went out with some of the classmates after the paper
went to bowl and watched "the proposal"
awesome movie, worth watching
ans right now
I'M IN MACAU NOW!!~~
YEA LIKE FINALLYYYYY
BUT the moment i opened my luggage
i saw my accounting and AM notes
jitao turn off
zzzz
let me enjoy a few days first..
First u watch this one.. dam zai...
den u watch this...
this one last...
LMAO!!~~
