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Thursday, November 29, 2007

9:28 AM

cold~ dam cold here these few days..
hhmm.. just saw somethingy.

laughing my ass off man.. at 1st really feel dam moody la..

but now.HOHO.. dam funny la..

.. thank you for your reminder ..

i saw those ppl thought that they know everything or sth..

really stupid la.. thinking too highly of themselves..

pls.. hahahaha.. 很好笑 can!!!!

nth much these two days.. went shopping ytd with mom..
bought a puma jacket.. this is the happiest thingy so far..
i think she is sick of my Adidas jacket le..
she saw me wearing it for almost 2 years..
dam nice.. surprise that my mom nv say anything abt the price..
at 1st saw a black jacket.. really dam nice..
i took down.. tried.. wow.. jus nice fit me..
look again.. really nice.. ok den i look at the price..
$2350Hk money.. no decimal point any where

-.-"'

my nxt target is my levis jeans.. hoho..
den.. best is can buy another bag..
dam sad.. i still got alot of things haven go eat..
many times i walked past the shop..
really feel like eating..
but..sick until like that.. sianz

dam happy ytd.. went find alot of tang yu zhe photo..
he is really dam shuai la.. gonna transfer them into my phone later..
actully i find the TV shows in macau not bad lehz..they got like 72 channels
got some repeated de..but still got alot..
at 1st feel dam sianz at night..cos pipi need do hw..
i cant use com.. but now.. all the way from 7pm to 12pm..
i can jus sit there watch tv..
i love the taiwan zhong yi jie mu..
singapore play one episode in a week.. here play like 5 in a week
everyday also have..

duno how come today wake up soooo early..
jus brought kei kei go "sch"..
now at hm.. thinking of wad to do..

too cold outside.. super lazy to go out...

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

5:07 PM

find this pic quite nice....upload for fun...

siao liao..
dunno why macau today super windy~~

finally i feel the coldness alr..haha..

3 days ago , 2 long sleeve shirt was more than enough..

but jus now..i wore 3 clothings when i go downstairs..i was cold like dunno wad..

-.-"

ytd night was dam scary lah!

the wind outside really strong .. like ..er.. typoon??lol..

duno la.. super loud that type..
hmmm.. intend to go out shopping today de los..

change alr.. intend to go out after helping pipi with her essay..end up..

sianz la.. 3 plus de end.. den my mom say tmr den go..wad the

everytime also like that.. bringing kei kei go out walk walk later again..

intend to go rent some CD hm watch.. cos really dam sianz..

yesterday watch some Hana Kimi(jap version)

dam nice!!!! but sadly.. only manage to watch two parts of it..

Oguri shun was super super hot lah!!!

i swear i will find the whole show ..

*words cant affect me anymore man.. much stronger now...

say wadever u want... *

kk..ends here...

2:52 AM

hhmmm.. its super late again..
pipi jus finish doing hw.. soo.. my turn to use com..

went eat steamboat just now.. lol.. again..

that same shop.. LOL.. my neighbour treat me dinner..

my throat.. haiz..according to them.. eat le den care about the sickness..

those parents.. said wad me sore throat ..means body too heaty le.

den must well eat somemore..let it heat..

wad kind of logic is this man..

i'm the one who suffer lehz.. lol..

sooo now.. throat really cannot make it alr sia...

sianz..

actually the dinner was very dangerous sia..

i very scare they will say something like..

err.. cos today is my childhood crush de family treat me..

his mother keep asking me to stay at macau..

i know wad she hope la..but.. sorry..

he ok la..not bad looking..same age as me.. treat me really good la..

but.. this type of thing.. cant force de ma..

no feelings means no feelings..

at 1st the dinner was quite ok..

den suddenly my mom ask his mom sth..

"so has ur son found any girlfren..?"

his mom said" no..not yet... he don like i also cant help it.."

den she look at me den smile..

i was like -.-

den his mom ask me.. " so hav u got boyfren in singapore.??"

i said " ya..have.." den smile...

i don dare look at him.. not guilty or anything la..

jus don dare... den his mom throw another bomb to me..

" so do u hav any photo ... can show us..??"

i sweat again.. oh man...

i browse through phone photo album..

saw a photo quite useful...

so i show everybody... ya.. that's my boyfren...

it was a photo of greg and me... XD

sorry sorry greg.. if u read this.. i'm really sorry..

u don mind helping me like that right?? =P
cos i don really have guy's photo in my phone..

in order to convince them... i show them ur photo..

sorry!!!!! ( don worry.. nobody know ur name..LOL)

only my mom knows the truth..

ssshhhhhh.............

ya... so... i super guilty the whole night..lol..

don think greg will come read my blog..

soooo..pray hard..haha

lol..

today dunno why suddenly so windy!!

can feel the coldness alr sia.. super windy type..

those adults siad heavy rain and wind coming soon..dunnoo

end here..

nightzz

Monday, November 26, 2007

3:31 PM

lin you jia!! oh my god.. his voice really rox man!!!

these two days keep listening to his songs!!

cao ji xing guang da dao..

dam nice...

macau here also showing.. but i think is the second season..

all girls de..

lin you jia rox!!! cutteeeeee!! =D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mbcJ0QFfPIo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7vMFYv_Lq1I&feature=related

these two songs are my fav.! super super nice song..

3:22 AM

hhmm..ytd nv blog.. basically nth much to blog abt..

these two days sick at home.. sore throat.. flu...oh man..

sianz..its 3 am now..

no mood to sleep.. not sleep yet..

lol.. i promise ah gong go zzzzz.. if not tmr no photo for me..LOL

but cant sleep la.. ya..

received a comment from greg. in friendster..cos earlier i upload a photo of a fish for him...

its his fish ..

*** he reject it luh.. no wonder it went missing..*** sad! LOL -.-"

cos he said its quite stupid lah.. friendster suddenly got one fish..

ya.. true hor..i nv thot of that... at 1st my response was like..

oh ya hor...quite stupid ya...

den suddenly i rmb sth.. i think inside my photos .. got that fish eh..

oh no! LOL.. it means that my friendster photos looks dam stupid..

cos suddenly got a fish inside.. shit..

i think greg haven see that fish inside my photos...

hmm.. must go do sth abt it.. LOL

alamak ... a fish only..lame lame lame...

hmmm.. suppose to go out for dinner today de..

cos my dad's fren wanna treat me..
den guess wad.. he treating me steamboat!!
oh man.. my fav.! BUT..not now can...

my throat so jialat now.. i cant imagine i go eat steamboat again..
don need to talk le sia..
sooo... end up nv go.. he said nxt time when i revovered le den tell him.

soo00o.nice...

wah siao...going 4am le.. ok.. go zzzz le..
need to wake up early to help pipi with her essays..

-.-" nightz.. anw..its quite early now.
good morning!!!

Friday, November 23, 2007

------ Not bad day...------- 11:46 PM

hmmm.. not a bad day
let see.. kena woke up by my mom around 10+.. ytd night zzz quite late.
wake up tt time dam tired..somemore a bit sick

whole day a bit gong gong.. giddy..den went some wulo wulo place with my dad.. entend the time that i can stay in macau for 90 more days..but still dunno whether the macau government allow not..4 days later must go see result..

if don allow.. i might become illegal foreigner i think..

went eat steamboat just now..owned by a fren of mine.. my childhood crush..LOL.. the food was quite nice... but. my throat suffers like dunno wad now...cant even talk now la.. open my mouth only..the throat like got ants..

lol.. see la..never study hard for eng...wad kind of discription is this.. ants..sorry miss yanti... wo dui bu qi ni..

oh ya..

[ saw him online ytd night.. 1st time.. chat a while..dam happy..enough le..b4 that i keep wondering if the email was fake la..ya..soo.. like that los.. thats all.. ]

actually i keep thinking of wad ah gong said..quite true los.. no .. very true.. soo... let it be ba.. =)

thank you ah gong.=

* a fren of mine said that my font too small.. soo..this time make it abit larger see how..

12:10 AM

omg.. too bored.. third time blogging today..
just came back from dinner..
the food was nice..
worth it lahz..

have a v. serious talk with my parents jus now..
yup.. wad they said are quite true..
the whole family don support me going back sg for poly..
i also confuse now..
the more they said.. the more i'm convinced..
i need to think v. clearly whether that 3 years of poly life for me..
worth it or not.. dam down now..
i also don know now..
maybe if its ealier.. i will 100% tell them i wanna continue study..
but now.. i dunoo.. seriously
my stand is slowly shaking alr...
they asked me sth jus now..
" is it becos u got a boyfren there.. that's why u insist wanna go back sg?"
i said no..
"den wad is it? "
i cant answer them, cos things are diff. now..
i think i really cant be so selfish.. must think for the family..
i understand y they ask me to stay here lah!
its for my own good definitely..
hmmm.. dunno..

got something nice happen also lah! my dad finally give me that cam! LOL
actually it belong to me last yr..
anyway.. i don mind..
super cool man..

one last thingy
[ yup.. i can do the same thing too... no worries.. ]

Thursday, November 22, 2007

4:29 PM

OH MY GOD.. shuai!!! other than the hair style.. he looks like someone..LOL

hhmm.. dam lame la just now..
i'm suppose to go shopping today remember??
ya.. i change le.. get ready everything le..cam, HP.. bus card..
well- prepared.,,
then went downstairs.. waiting for bus..
excited ya? finally can go out walk walk le..
10 mins passed...
someone called me.. i pick up the phone..

den..the nxt moment i'm at hm le..
WAD THE.. lol..
mom told me dad returning home tonight. so going out eat dinner later..
soo.. my conclusion for today.. i went a bit further today..
not as pathetic as the supermarket..
AT LEAST.. i reached the busstop..
LOL..lame lame.. bo bian.. tmr den go lorz..
now waiting at home.. for my mom to get ready..
sianz sianz sianz...

den the place we gonna have dinner.. is like.. somewhere out of macau..
belong to china.. sssooo..
i'm actually going to another country for dinner later..WOW..
must check in and out.. ma fan..
den still need to fill alot of forms..
lol..

1:39 AM

hmm.. another boring day..
recalled back.. so far..these few days here..
never really go anywhere..

bored ...dam bored.. other than kei kei,, pipi,,mom..
really nth much here..
guess wad..
i think so far..
the furthest place i go is the supermarket downstairs..
dam sad case sia..nvm..
going shopping tmr le.. lol

hmm.. got another thingy.. sianz frenship...
i think its not over yet lah.. somehow..
am i the only one thot that its over???
i think wad had happen.. its really happen le..
shit..dunno wad i talking..
ok.. somehow.. maybe she really give up le..
i suddenly feel so dam bloody stupid
i'm such a failure..
i never thot that one day when i step out of ngee ann..
i willl lost them.. i don know how many..
but definitely some of them..
but i never expect it was her.. have no idea Y..
actually..

frenkly speaking., up to now..i still don get sth..
the whole thingy.. right from the begining..
WAD DOES IT GOT TO DO WITH HER??
maybe i'm not sensitive enough ba.. or maybe just see things too simple le..
looking back at those photos.. notes..gifts.. everything seems not real...
maybe.. right from the chi** bi*** thingy.. and that single word i got from her..
i should have sense that sth is really not right..
sending me off that day..
maybe it doesn't make any diff. between she and me..
wo tai tian zhen le..

bu ming bai wei shen me
si nian de you qing.. jing ru ci de cui ruo..
wo cheng ren wo you cuo zai xian..
dan shi.. no matter wad.
ni ma wo ...
wo bu ren wei wo you cuo dao na zhong di bu.. that i deserve that two words from you
chi** bi***.. wad a nice description
wad did i do to u?
hen feng ci.. ni ju rang he yi ge bitch zhe me hao..
hai hao le si nian... F****** fake
ni bu lei ma?? zhe me wei qu ni zi ji.. he yi ge bitch zai yi qi...
zheng jian shi qing.. wan quan bu guan ni de shi...
mei xiang dao zui hou.. screw up de hui shi ni he wo...
ni zheng de rang wo huai yi... zhe si nian dou shi jia de..
hen jia hen jia... laughing off...
na duan shi jian.. wo ku le tai duo ci..
and i swear.. this is the last time i'm gonna cry over u...and this matter..
bu hui ku le.. zhang da le.. mei shi de..yi qie dou guo qu le..

cong zhong yi kai shi dao xian zai.. wo men chao jia guo hen duo hen duo ci...
wu lun fa sheng shen me shi qing, you wo de di fang, yi ding you ni zai..
mei yi ci, ni dou zai wo sheng bian, guang jie, kan dian ying, dao chu wan..
have fun.. na yi ci mei you ni...
you tai duo tai duo de hui yi.. 4 nian bing bu shi bai guo de..
rang hou, jiu zhe yang le..
wad's left is all those photos, notes, gifts.. mei le..

na tian zou de shi hou.. wo yi jing dao qian le..
jiu suan wo mei cuo..wo ye dao qian le..
wo hen pa hen pa wo zou le yi hou hui hou hui,
suo yi wo dao qian le...
kan dao ni...zhen de zhen de zhen de hen kai xin...
qi shi wo zao jiu bu sheng qi le.. maybe never angry..
i just hen xin tong er yi..
shi wang..
wo zhi dao ni men ye dui wo hen shi wang..
dou shi yin wei tai zai yi dui fang le...

guo le jin wan. wo kan kai le...
it really cant go back to the past alr..
thankz for always been there for me for the past 4 yrs..
this is the last time i'm gonna write this..

hao peng you 1, 2, 3

suddenly feel dam down.. all the memories like LAME now..
4 yrs.. wad have i been doing man..
this is the 1st time i blogging abt this matter..and the last time of cos
thankz for letting me know that i am dammm bloody tian zhen..
feel sux now..
its over.................
although macau is boring.. but its a good place for me to settle my feelings..
a good time too.. thank god
cant believe if i'm still in sg..
suckx.. feel down for the last time...

Friendship... sounds funny now..

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Princess life... =) 12:41 PM