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Tuesday, July 15, 2008

7:36 PM

feel dam shag now..
really don understand why..
i'm old enough already..
i noe wad i am doing can
if little thing like that u all also worried
and don trust me
den i totally speechless alr

i noe i'm still a student now
but i have my own friends and own activities..
u cannot expect like i go home everyday after sch
stay at home and study and emo
i'm no longer a little kid
u everytime ask me to have fun
lead a happy life here
yet u restrict me doing alot of things
i noe i never please u all with my results before
i noe i totally have no reason to fail this one and only task given by u all
i noe i disappoint u all times after time
i also cant help it
wad i can say is
no matter wad.. let me finish this 3 years can??
no matter wads the result after that
at least i complete a diploma
this is the right i have as a child
i noe i'm very irresponsible and nt mature to say this
but i already started...
and i don wish to stop it now
i promise i will make full use of this three years
wadeva i doing now will affect my future..
i will take it seriously de..

i didnt mean that u cant scold me
i noe u said it for my own good
but i'm your child lehz
can u please have a bit more confidence and trust in me?
and don take other ppl's comment so seriously can?
those are facts.. i admit
but come on..
everyone are different
why do u have to compare
are u really that not satisfy with my performance?
that time u said if only i were a boy..
seriously, i'm dam upset with it..

and let me say one more time
although all in poly
he can go home early doesn't mean i have to go home early too
the courses are different
timetables are different
projects , workload, assignments are all different
i don get y i must be like him
since u let me study
can u have faith in wadeva i do??
u said i participate too much in sch activities
ok, i nv join a single cca this time round
den now other little minor activities u also wanna stop me
i know wad i'm doing
pls don force to be an emo kid

projects' dateline are really round the corner
Bcs. comm skill. rht. ob. micro econ..
yet ... seriously

kcuf eht tahw

i need some air!!