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My Mood Today
seriously
i cant take it anymore any longer
i know it has not come to an end yet
i just simply shag like a fish
POM on fri, leadership deadline tmr..
yesterday stayed all the until 10pm in school to chiong the proj..
zzzz, i need some air..
damn hell stress all of sudden
i feel like crying, i nv feel this way before becos of sch work
is like 闷闷的， 觉得很辛苦
every single breath is getting heavier..
feel like shouting, screaming..
i dunno..
觉得自己整个人变得很消沉， 很忧郁
从来不知道自己有这样的一面
真的很累， 很辛苦
sometimes, i really thought
i shld have just quit sch last sem..
maybe , perhaps, i'm really not the study type
i'm just wasting my parent's money here..
wad have i done?
i dunno
i feel dam down, for NOTHING?
all those jokes that i used to laugh at, i find it boring
all those actions that i use to feel sweet, i find them so so so too tired to smile..
things i love to do like reading love stories online or listen to my fav music, just irritates me somehow
i cant concentrate to do anything
i wan to slack
but suddenly forgot how
even eating and sleeping doesn't help now
wads wrong with me now man...
why rachael can go cycling with fren
she can still work during weekends
yet she still manages her work so well
we're doing exactly the same thing
how come in the end i cope like shit
sometimes i totally cant catch anything during meetings
very little thingy now a day will PISSED ME OFF totally, i'm nt like that de lehz
i was angry when senior lai cant eat lunch with me,he gt major proj to chiong..angry when justin is singing during proj meeting.. angry when chantel joke with me when i know she was joking..was super angry when my super long hair make me very hot, super super angry while waiting for bus, dam angry when i was alone, wonder why was alone, angry even when i cant do anything for my proj, angry why there's make up classes tmr and fri, super angry even when i cant find anything to eat...
angry with smallest little shits
so helpless
so shag
and i cant accept the fact that i feel the hot air in my nose now.. oh my goddddd.. why am i facing with so many problems.??
I CANT FALL SICK NOW... holy!
pissed off..
:(
i hate this part right now..
fcuk :(
