*** life still needs to move on so what i'm doing it alone ***
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took basic calculus for CDS this sem i know i'm brave thats only becos i have forgotten the nightmare during o level life the moment i open my notes all those A Maths memories were backed once again and i started to sweat horrible
i start to wonder why i choose this and wonder if i shld change a cds -.- this is only the first chapter it might be eazy to those o level students but to someone who nv touch Maths ever since i step out of sec sch this is totally like a stranger to me holly shit
Early in the morning i wake up at 6 o clock.. spent 45 min to make sure that the bun is perfect when mdm mark saw my hair she just said one word fail :( I SPENT 45 MINSLEHZ.. PLUS 31 HAIRPINS.lol first day of ssm was kinda horrible but fruitful except the the fuck up high heel lol 7 plus i left hse and only 3 hours later guess wad? my whole shoe cock up, torn like dunno wad "erm, mdm mark, i think my shoe cannot make to to 4pm.. how?" "soo........ what u want me to do?"
LOL! bobian, while everyone is happily going for lunch i wore that pathetic shoe to TP opposite to get a new shoe can u imagine, with this shoe, with that bloody red lipstick and that horrible hairstyle...with that waitress attire i walked through the market place so many people were laughing at me haizbobian.. sibeisuay was standing the whole day my poor feet now sibeijialat :( but i really learnt alotytd how to carry tray, drinks the correct positions and all all the different cutlery and equipments in a restaurant so interesting ********************************** met zhenfu, zhiyuan,zhiyong and gf, yuzheng, erich last week for dinner to celebrate zhenfu's belated birthday :)
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我以为我已经放下了 不在乎了
i thought i already moved on
but, i was wrong
我真的很失败 很没用
我知道如果我继续这样
最后， 只会伤了自己和其他人
但是我真的还会难过
为了那些根本不值得，我也没资格难过的事而难过
简简单单的一句话
就能影响我所有的情绪
this feeling totally sux to the max
i wish i can let go , like wad u did
u did it very well, good for u
that day i called u, i already know its time to let go
and i tried very hard, tried my very best
没想到....
好累，真的好累
我越来越不懂我自己
我到底想怎样....
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
1:36 AM
collected my ssm uniform kinda excited all of a sudden haha suddenly i cant wait for sch reopen dunno why.. 6 more days to my freedom and pay day!!! ^^ ************************************************* went for a buffet at ...... OCBC dunno wad building on the 60th level -.- quite zai the food there are really awesome mostly spicy but dam shiok and yummy.... my fav. of the night yummy to the max after i ate my mouth was burning for at least 15 mins ************************************** when my hair is messy i look like this -.- ***************************************
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
12:53 AM
海鸣威 泳儿-你的承诺
乌云遮蔽了天空 窗外又是阴雨时候
伞下的恋人中 不再有你我手牵手 一切过了太久
我们的十字路口 下一站是谁在等候
你我的方向盘 却向着相反的彼岸 终点还是分开
告别你我离开之后 这回忆可以保留当初那美好的感动
你说你记住了 不为彼此难过 过各自的生活 oh baby~
你答应我的 我都记得 但是你却忘了你的承诺
不是说好彼此都不再联络 谁都别再犯错
是我的固执让你难过 但是分手却也无法选择
我走了以后 你要好好生活 不要想 我也别再哭了
Saturday, October 10, 2009
1:09 AM
2 days ago, someone entered my shop
" hi, Mr, are u looking for anything" "no, i'm just looking"
OPPS, is a SHE -.- she still reply me, she must be in pain, very sad.. lmao
feel really sick today after taken one flu pill last night head like exploding anytime drank lots of water but still feel so sick i thought i'm power tmr go see doctor -.-
Thursday, October 8, 2009
speechless
12:58 AM
so now i know after all, i'm standing right here now unlike you from this moment onwards i will let go, without any regrets even yes, i regretted for putting in so much so glad that i called from this moment onwards i will move on with proud i will not even look back at you because you're the one who gave up
yuan lai fang xialeshizhezhongxinqing nazhong nan guoyijingzhende bu nan guole yan lei ye liu bu chulaile lei le ye fang shoule congzheyimiaokaishi wo bu huizaihuitou wohuizhengminggeinikan wohuiguode hen hao
cengjin you genvhaizhe me deaini nique fang qi ta xianzai, bu guanweilai zen yang ni ye meiquanliguo wen 因为今天是你亲手放开我....
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
12:24 AM
倒带
我受够了等待 你所谓的安排 说的未来到底多久才来
总是要来不及 才知道我可爱 我想依赖而你却都不在
应该开心的地带 给的全是空白 一个人假日发呆找不到人陪我看海
我在幸福的门外却一直都进不来 你累积给的伤害我是真的很难释怀
终于看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白 最后才把话说开 哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍 你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开
你总是要我乖 慢慢计划将来 我的眼泪却一直掉下来
过去怎么交代 你该给的信赖 被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖
从我脸上的苍白 看到记忆慢下来 过去甜蜜在倒带只是感觉已经不在
而我对你的期待 被你一次次摔坏 已经碎成太多块 要怎么拼凑跟重来
终于看开爱 回不来而你总是太晚明白 最后才把话说开哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍 你的手却放不开宁愿没出息求我别离开
终于看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白 最后才把话说开 哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍 你的手却放不开宁愿没出息求我别离开
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
12:22 AM
Yesterday i was chatting with rach abt ssm she was reading the ssm doc. den copy some points for me
Rach : this for u one, Students should shower before reporting to class each day. Where possible, they should wash their hair on a daily basis, Other than eyebrows, no facial hair is allowed except for neatly trimmed short sideburns
ur moustache need shave....
Me: KNN lololol!
i haven go see the ssm doc, heard that it sucks.. haha... somehow nt very keen for the nxt sem, but i'm dam bored abt the holiday alr.. working every single day.. with that kind of fucking low mood... shitting feelings.. i hate it to the max...
上个月的今天， 我也是扎着那个亮亮的发夹出门
我已经渐渐忘了那种感觉了.....
Monday, October 5, 2009
love this song recently...
1:52 AM
Sunday, October 4, 2009
中秋节快乐！
1:32 AM
迟了一点点， 但是有心就好啦 ^^
听说
今晚的圆月地平高度角为1987年以来中秋月之冠，将是20多年来最亮 最高的月亮，也是本世纪以来观测效果最佳的月亮。 but, the weather in sg tonight is ...... -.- we had steamboat and BBQ at home tonight so many people, full of laughter can stop myself thinking abt lots of things i'm really very tired, both mentally and physically..
今天早上我跟我伯伯去菜市场买些今晚要吃的东西
找着找着，突然问老板有没有卖一种叫“面根”的东西
老板说没有， 我并没有失望反而有点松了一口气
但是心还是痛了一下...
i hate this part...
Friday, October 2, 2009
The whole of Sept 2009
9:13 PM
i didn't blog for the entire month but all of a sudden the blogging mood is back
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this is only the first chapter
first day of ssm was kinda horrible but fruitful
can u imagine, with this shoe, with that bloody red lipstick and that horrible hairstyle...with that waitress attire
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my fav. of the night
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