Early in the morning i wake up at 6 o clock..
spent 45 min to make sure that the bun is perfect
when
mdm mark saw my hair
she just said one word
fail :(
I SPENT 45
MINS LEHZ.. PLUS 31 HAIRPINS.
lol
first day of
ssm was kinda horrible but fruitful
except the the fuck up high heel
lol7 plus i left
hse and only 3 hours later
guess wad? my whole shoe cock up, torn like dunno wad
"
erm,
mdm mark, i think my shoe cannot make to to 4pm.. how?"
"
soo........ what u want me to do?"
LOL!
bo bian, while everyone is happily going for lunch
i wore that pathetic shoe to
TP opposite to get a new shoe

can u imagine, with this shoe, with that bloody red lipstick and that horrible hairstyle...with that waitress attire
i walked through the market place
so many people were laughing at me
haiz bo bian..
sibei suaywas standing the whole day
my poor feet
now
sibei jialat:(
but i really learnt
alot ytdhow to carry tray, drinks
the correct positions and all
all the different
cutlery and equipments in a restaurant
so interesting
**********************************
met
zhenfu,
zhiyuan,
zhiyong and
gf,
yuzheng,
erich last week for dinner
to celebrate
zhenfu's belated birthday :)


我以为我已经放下了 不在乎了
i thought i already moved on
but, i was wrong
我真的很失败 很没用
我知道如果我继续这样
最后, 只会伤了自己和其他人
但是我真的还会难过
为了那些根本不值得,我也没资格难过的事而难过
简简单单的一句话
就能影响我所有的情绪
this feeling totally sux to the max
i wish i can let go , like wad u did
u did it very well, good for u
that day i called u, i already know its time to let go
and i tried very hard, tried my very best
没想到....
好累,真的好累
我越来越不懂我自己
我到底想怎样....